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Welcome to my blog!

Hello my name is: Icicle Audacity. All I see are ghxsts. I'm the misguided stride for self improvement - a sadistic, futuristic machine. A hollow cold emitted through vibrant lights, it’s a warm as wool winter but I’ve got a chill I can’t shake. This is what I am & I think I’m fine in my own misguidance. My bones are frozen, my marrow has turned to ice - my body is just a body, a corpse without a head. I'm just a vessel & my brain has long been dead.

Dylan McAmmond
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"That's really the only thing that matters to me, is that I make art for a living. And if I make art for a living... I win."

New Clear Bombz

There is a sensation of nothing; yet something. The lack of feeling engulfs the senses, creating a feeling of its own: one that is longed to be ridden of – a feeling of wanting to escape. It is claustrophobia of sorts, unable to breathe in such a small, compact space, edging closer to the source of heartache, as reality slowly moves away from alertness. It is unreal, like a dissociative feeling, a wonder of “why am I here?” or the heart pounding question: “am I here?”

It is a pressure, compressing the brain smaller and smaller, ridding of more and more information, until eventually, nothing is present anymore. It is a void, frozen in time, as being unable to find release from the emptiness becomes apparent, and the motivation, the energy to go on is lost. Power becomes powerlessness. Hope becomes hopelessness. Meaningful becomes meaningless. Everything is diminished, and the key to this prison cell is swallowed up by the inability to look for answers.

Time transcends; life decreases. This feeling eats at the short fuse that is sanity, and once is has been cindered — nothing.

by Dylan

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Zara - Your blog is so inspiring. I'm addicted.February 9, 2011 - 9:05 pm

Dylan - Thanks!! =)February 9, 2011 - 11:06 pm

Zara - I read everyone of your blog entries!February 10, 2011 - 3:44 pm

Dylan - Hahah awesome!! =) I guess that means I need to get posting some more for you to read =PFebruary 13, 2011 - 12:26 am

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