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Welcome to my blog!

Hello my name is: Icicle Audacity. All I see are ghxsts. I'm the misguided stride for self improvement - a sadistic, futuristic machine. A hollow cold emitted through vibrant lights, it’s a warm as wool winter but I’ve got a chill I can’t shake. This is what I am & I think I’m fine in my own misguidance. My bones are frozen, my marrow has turned to ice - my body is just a body, a corpse without a head. I'm just a vessel & my brain has long been dead.

Dylan McAmmond
En Vogue Photography

"That's really the only thing that matters to me, is that I make art for a living. And if I make art for a living... I win."

dumbed down & numbed by time & age

Lately, all I do is think, got a knot in my stomach and a sting with every blink. Regrets I can’t count on fingers and a life missing links. Now it’s got me up all hours at night – Who am I kidding? I never slept…I never sleep, this ain’t right. But now I finally understand the feeling of having something that you gotta keep, never had much love, but never took what I didn’t need. I see you with those teary eyes when I know you’re in need. When I’m gone, you’re still with me ’cause you’re all that I see – n ain’t that what you thought that song meant? I had these big dreams but a cold-as-ice heart when I never learnt to live, yeah – life taught me lessons hard. I let it get to me and now I’m paying what I shouldn’t, never walked away when you told me because I couldn’t. I got this sense of pride that I don’t know. Is it justified? But with everything I fucked up at least I can say I tried. I’d walk across the water like my last name was Christ, always walking with a smile, always knew I was right…sike. Never fell to my knees, never looked up with a plea – Never saught to believe but I was there for you n you for me. Please…I don’t need a god in the sky to point a finger in blame, don’t need to live through a lie, don’t need a soul to reclaim. But, I do need you like water and I’m begging for rain n now I’m left in the dark but I still ain’t afraid. Ain’t never wrote a love song but never said that I can’t now it’s got me up all hours into the fuckin’ night. It ain’t right. There’s gotta be something here that I’m just not seeing. . .

I need sleep.

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