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Welcome to my blog!

Hello my name is: Icicle Audacity. All I see are ghxsts. I'm the misguided stride for self improvement - a sadistic, futuristic machine. A hollow cold emitted through vibrant lights, it’s a warm as wool winter but I’ve got a chill I can’t shake. This is what I am & I think I’m fine in my own misguidance. My bones are frozen, my marrow has turned to ice - my body is just a body, a corpse without a head. I'm just a vessel & my brain has long been dead.

Dylan McAmmond
En Vogue Photography

"That's really the only thing that matters to me, is that I make art for a living. And if I make art for a living... I win."

Category Archives: THOUGHT


I am on a constant search for something that I can’t even begin to understand. An ever-present anxiety that bears no direct purpose but a burden on my conscience. Well, that’s not entirely true. By that I mean in the back of my mind I think it’s entirely clear to me, but I don’t think […]

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Waking up in a foreign bed to the lines of light through heavy snow, and the sound of heavy breathing. Another uneasy morning in another cursed town only hoping to make sense of what is and what might not be what it seems. I swallow heavy past the lump in my throat with the thought […]

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I got tha tastiest name in town, no one can keep it outta’ their mouth. “Finally someone let me outta my cage – now time for me is nothin’ cuz I’m countin’ no age.”

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night prowler

Now here’s where you change  – take a second step back from me. A life lived in hate , now fall back to reality. Since when did growing up mean fucking up? I got big dreams & a cold heart but when you never learnt to live life teaches lessons hard – but, I’ll stay the same. The snow’s […]

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It took more than what you thought to be something less than what you wanted. Now you’re missing out, and that’s not my fault, but, as they say I guess there’s always a silver lining, even in the worst of times. They tell you to remember the good, not the bad; they say a lot […]

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within you, without you

We do not respond to what is real,  we respond to what we perceive.  Change our perceptions & we will change our responses – sometimes our perceptions are almost identical to what is real.  Sometimes our perceptions are far afield of what is real:  The truth remains, we respond only to what we perceive. How […]

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danse avec les fantômes

Dry and dusty – dust shot into shallow atmosphere at the dancing feet of dancing men. Women’s skin embraced by in sporadic inundations of dust, dust, dust. Dew sweat together on foreheads and creates mud masks – sinister; & it’s as innocent as the day we were born. We wash our faces in the lake & all […]

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never better

I was always so pissed that life felt like this, always so sad that what was mine was never happy with what they had and now I see it wasnt everyone who got the best of you, but me it was me, obviously oblivious to what was really happening. I’ve been holding out on a […]

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no where ta’ go but up

I have no idea why I do the things I do and quite frankly I’ve tried to find some ounce of satisfaction in knowing that the only constant in my life will always remain the lack of understanding of my own actions and the actions of those around me. I kill myself daily and walk […]

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never get me

People always have to poke at everything. You do what you do and you do it well because you do it the way you want it to be done.

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So take your crooked smile and drive it back into your world, I never thought a heart could beat so fucking cold. Head in the clouds, stuggling for air  – you’re flying solo in a history written in pairs. Life tied to death, love tied to hate – we’ve all got our problems, but you’re waiting […]

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