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Welcome to my blog!

Hello my name is: Icicle Audacity. All I see are ghxsts. I'm the misguided stride for self improvement - a sadistic, futuristic machine. A hollow cold emitted through vibrant lights, it’s a warm as wool winter but I’ve got a chill I can’t shake. This is what I am & I think I’m fine in my own misguidance. My bones are frozen, my marrow has turned to ice - my body is just a body, a corpse without a head. I'm just a vessel & my brain has long been dead.

Dylan McAmmond
En Vogue Photography

"That's really the only thing that matters to me, is that I make art for a living. And if I make art for a living... I win."

Category Archives: THOUGHT

well being

I wish I could take a second step back from situations and see it from the outside-in, rather then my own point of view. Well, I guess everyone feels that way a good portion of the time. I just really don’t understand what most of you want, or want from me, or seem to think […]

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biochemical equation

I feel like my heart’s playing to the tune of a slow beat and my brain is just so, so, so hungry but can’t feed on any knowledge other than what it’s already previously fed on, digested, re-thought and built itself, it’s morals, and it’s concept of reality with. Starvation is an art form in […]

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be careful when you fight the monsters, lest you become one

So now it’s in the air and in my breath. I can taste it in my spit. Through my veins and in my lungs, my heart, my sight. I feel it like instinct and re-think it like reason. And when was the last time I looked at the sky? The stars? The sun, or the […]

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skull split wide

I am the misguided stride for self-improvement. A lonely, sad, sadistic, futuristic machine. A hollow cold emitted through vibrant lights. You’d always look me in the eyes, from left to right to feel me twice and I’d watch you while you’d cry. Kill Consequence, she’s quite the catch, but leaves too soon to say goodbye. […]

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same old me, same old you

Sometimes I’m shocked at how much you can learn about yourself from those around you. I spent today in a half-life state between spending time and killing it. A jumbled balance of that sense of being lost in thought and trapped in stillness – like being lost on a map. That’s where I am right […]

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it was written

Countdown to twenty twelve, in a time machine all by myself. The past moves so fast and the present’s not quite the gift I’d thought I’d wrapped. Stuck pages flipped with finger tip spit. I’m just looking for a sleeping pill that puts me down like a fist, and keeps me up under eye lids, […]

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gold & diamonds

My eyes feel like acid and the only thing heavier than my limbs are my eyelids. I’ll dry-whistle a slow tune, while you wet my lips, in a void of semi-consciousness, and that’s all this ever really is. Exhausted air pulled by exhausted lungs, escaping puckered lips in broken song. I’d sooner run than tag […]

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I guess I just can’t get you out of my blood, it’s always a waiting game, I’ll be tick and you be tock, and I just don’t understand how love could never be enough. Fuel yourself on what you never found, what you never had, and never got. Never felt, and never touched. My tissue’s […]

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we are young, we have heart: born in this world while it all falls apart.

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“Oh, Beauty is a beguiling call to death and I am addicted to the sweet pitch of its siren” I don’t understand women and beauty. Who does? I don’t think they even understand themselves. Not in the aspect of their own identity but how they play these games. I can’t wrap my head around it. […]

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The older ones will all tell us, we can make our lives sublime. And when we leave, to leave behind us footprints in the sands of time. While time is still passing on, we know our race will soon be run. But we can strive to be extraordinary – and leave a legacy bright as […]

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hello brooklyn

What are you and what constellation where you born from? Are you from this universe? I think I can see fragments of your soul and you glow different then most of those stars far up in the sky. Were you born from one of the craters that make up the face of the moon? When […]

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